Suicide is not my dear.
Suicide is my release.
Suicide was loving him.
Suicide I pray for please.
If my past forgets me.
If my heart returns.
If my head starts working.
Then I will come home.
Dear boy whats that in your eyes?
Tears aren't meant to grace,
Such a heavenly face.
Please don't mourn for me.
Let me make my mistakes.
Don't shed your tears over my ashes.
When they find my body.
I'll hold a note of few words,
LOVE
Was the end of me.
HATE
Kept me living.
HE
Holds my heart and death.
THE ONE
Please protect him.
I don't intend on dying forever.
For in you I remain.
Im on your shoulder,
Your guardian angel.
An
I cried like I've never cried before.
I bled like blood was my hunger.
I died right there in your arms.
And as long as Im there.
You love me to much to know.
Im not the same.
I made and will continue making,
These cruel and heartless mistakes.
I fear to lose you my beloved.
And if you left me
I would understand.
But I would die again.
You can survive.
I need you, don't you understand.
I have to find you.
Without you I woudn't write this song.
I'd die.
I'm dying.
My blood is scarring your heart.
Forgive me please.
I cant live on.
I love you.
Carry me.
I will escape.
Aiden
Dark angel of such extremes
I send love to you my dear,
Yet once gone,
Forever chose thee to haunt me.
I cant love you now,
My heart has found another.
I cant protect you now.
My wrists scars have scattered.
I love you,
Love you like I love the wind.
Love you like I love to be alone.
Love you like the pain you sent to me.
I forgive you.
For hurting me,
For stealing my heart.
For taking part of me,
And never returning it.
Aiden my dear.
Now that time has been spent.
I forget you.
I forget the sins that washed your eyes.
The cruelty when you're hands met mine.
Aiden.
I will never crawl to you.
My dear I forget y
Please My Love, Forgive Me by KelseyKAllThaWay, literature
Literature
Please My Love, Forgive Me
And if the one,
To return warm words,
May ever find this song...
Then let it be,
Known to him,
All cold down wrong.
As a child,
Poorly spent,
Waisted in obsession.
As a lover,
Poorly sold,
Heart torn and broken.
Now if this one,
Could ever read,
Such dark words.
So would he understand?
That my heart,
At such a youthful time,
Was torn,
And never repaired?
Would he understand,
That I can only love him,
With everything I am?
And yet never be able,
To wake without him,
Knowing that other half,
Of a poorly given heart,
Wont ever be returned.
And so these two,
Cruel and Compassionate,
Each hold half my heart.
Maybe o
Lioness Chapter Two by KelseyKAllThaWay, literature
Literature
Lioness Chapter Two
Leona had started to whine after walking for only a few hours. And even though we knew the land, dark wasn't helping our uncomfortable path. It was with sheer stubbornness that Leona retorted back to her human form and store up at me with angry eyes.
"I said we shouldn't have come. And now look! I bet you have no idea where we are!" Although I was extremely insulted by this, I knew where we where, and we where going. So I didn't answer, I just kept walking, even though I wasn't being followed. As I expected her the second I was out of sight, Leona was at my heels. She growled at me darkly, and I laughed a warm laugh as I pat her head. Seemi
An eerie wind shook the house that cold night. The breeze was warm and strong, and it shook the shutters and blew past the chipped door. The old house had appeared abandoned for hundreds of years now, but some few knew better. Some few of a race as most had believed non-existent. Just as it appeared an abandoned house, though was a mansion below the ground to a very old clan of Vampires.
They had flourished in the past thirty years or so. Turning from a wayward group to a family. Though in this house, a very well known pair once lived.
Dracula, prince or creator of Vampires? Perhaps just a well known one, an aristocrat, made famous by
Prologue
Pheona rushed into the hallway nearly tripping over Chrissie, her chambermaid. She blushed and apologized getting ready to set off again, but stopped herself and turned to Chrissie.
"Chrissie, by any chance have you seen Kacie?" She asked in a hurried tone, and looked up to the high windows as if trying to see something.
"Oh yes ma'am she's in the courtyard with your friend that earth child. Knowing her most likely training." She replied happily.
"Thank you."
"Oh your welcome, and I brought fresh sheets to your room, and a festival gift from Raven."
"Thank you." Pheona made a slight bow that was returned by a curtsey and to
Draigen Chapter One by KelseyKAllThaWay, literature
Literature
Draigen Chapter One
Chapter One
Beneath hoofed feet, cobblestone shook. Wheels of wood carried upon cobbled streets, carrying goods, the pedlar, and the pedlars rabbit. And soon they stopped, interrupted in their travels. In the center of the road, one girl, stood in their way. The aged pedlar looked upon the girl and tapped his rabbit's head to awake it. The rabbit sniffed around expecting a treat, and looked down from his cart perch to the sleeping girl. With one swift hop the rabbit landed on the girls chest. The rabbit seemed insulted by the girls motionless response, so he started to nibble at her ear. To the rabbit and the pedlars satisfaction, the girl
Vampira
We had all gathered there, anyone practicing the way we were, or hunting anyway, although, I guess me and him, stuck out. Not that we were pampered, even though, coming from a more urban area, I guess it would seem that way to any shambled city goer. Though, Jeff never faltered, even though I was as shaken as ever.
"Kelsey," He would tell me continuously, saying my name as a warning older brother, rather than my new, closer than ever acquaintance, "Smirk, nod, and flash your fangs, you'll fit right in." He smirked, that warm fire filled smirk he always bore, and shining under red lips were two slightly separated front teeth, and o
Prologue
It was dark as far as I remember. I mean it was winter, it was late. Although don't take it from me I wouldn't know the difference. Especially from so long ago. I don't know light now, I wouldn't remember seeing even a spark. I wouldn't of known what it was anyway so would it really matter?
I was three, that I know. I was little but it didn't bother me. At that time I knew how to fend for myself. It was all I knew. It is what I was taught, you have you and nothing more and need to hold on to that, and I did. I am now thirteen and have been living on my own, despite a single companion and a pack of lions, led by a fierce lioness, fo
Ellie: Tales Of Moonlight by KelseyKAllThaWay, literature
Literature
Ellie: Tales Of Moonlight
Prologue
I wanted to scream, but my voice was drowned out by a large creaking noise above my head. The sound filled the halls, stain glass lit. The notion I was in a church only hit me a moment later when I saw the crucifix, in it's majesty above the alter. Over Christ was the figure of four angels, each with a figure above their head. The first a circle split into a crescent moon, and a full sun, the Angel Of Dawn. The youngest looking of the four. Another of just the sun, seeming to shine, hit directly by a stream of light from a high risen window, the Angel Of Midday. She was looking to the sky and her mind seemed set on some decision. M
I was dying.
Jeff had very bluntly stated that to my bed ridden self when he came to bring me a fresh snack. He tried to sound apathetic, but Jeff didn't want me to die, anymore than he wanted me to live forever. I knew it was true, his empty eyes shown with regret. It wasn't his fault though! He was all that had kept me alive. I was thirsty, I refused to ever drink human blood again. I refused to kill another innocent person. Jeff kept telling me I needed it, I couldn't live on cats and crows, and his blood was running thin. I still took this as my only chance, My only chance to end this, I didn't want to live forever, and I knew that's wh
You sit and wonder in the clouds of days passing,
What was wrongly done to deserve punishment of such extremes,
Though how hot unrequited, a word so overly used, and
Even less forgotten,
Will that of love become true?
My words flow silently and your eyes follow them,
Although sight means nothing,
For that of spoken word that is not heard,
Is nothing to the reciever,
Is nothing to you my beloved.
I have sat with nothing to do, other that find you,
In the crowds of people,
Rushing pass my eyes, never meaning anything,
Other than another face, another smile,
Another person, to whom I have no effect.
Your eyes caress my profile
Sit, Stare, Wonder
Breathe, Sing, Scream
Just listen...listen.
Hear, over your screams,
Nothing..nothing,
Your lips are moving,
No sound.
Doesn't mean I can't hear you,
Sing to me, sing to me.
Words are falling out,
No sound are mouthed but,
Listen hard enough,
Hear my song to you.
Such obsession to see dark eyes,
Such want to see hatred in a smirk,
Ha! Now I see you for who you are,
But it doesn't change a thing,
Not a thing.
You are still the son
Of all my desire.
Wow, words say so little,
Revoloutionary world.
But actions talk so louder...
Well then, I'll talk,
Your choice to listen.
What has happened to us,
F
I could feel the cold night air, breezing by my pale sullen face. The wind followed it's path effortlessly through autumn leaves of orange and gold, through skies of definite black. The wind shifted, as did my eyes, as the quickly closed, as if by instinct. I felt him beside me before he showed himself. His handsome face undoubtedly untouched by sadness and its touch of dark depression, none in comparison to my own. As I knew him, I knew his smirk was sympathetic, though, and it only made my heart fall darker , and deeper into my chest, to the point it suffocated itself, and would no longer beat. I gasped quietly, it was shaken with hidden te
Chapter One
Sisters from Death
She must have been dead.
That was the thought running through the minds of all the townsfolk of Damont that looked on as the limp girl made no sign of life. None of them had made any attempt at helping her, too lost at what to do, such things never happened in this town. A funeral would be had here, most thought, most thought wrong.
The girl had been lying there for two days, found by a wandering merchant, not far from the boundaries of Damont. The girl bore certain elegance about her, even in her state. A fair complexion, curled dark hair to her waist. Her outfit was of a tattered dress, nothing more. Hour
Please My Love, Forgive Me by KelseyKAllThaWay, literature
Literature
Please My Love, Forgive Me
And if the one,
To return warm words,
May ever find this song...
Then let it be,
Known to him,
All cold down wrong.
As a child,
Poorly spent,
Waisted in obsession.
As a lover,
Poorly sold,
Heart torn and broken.
Now if this one,
Could ever read,
Such dark words.
So would he understand?
That my heart,
At such a youthful time,
Was torn,
And never repaired?
Would he understand,
That I can only love him,
With everything I am?
And yet never be able,
To wake without him,
Knowing that other half,
Of a poorly given heart,
Wont ever be returned.
And so these two,
Cruel and Compassionate,
Each hold half my heart.
Maybe o
Ok, so I haven't been on DA in...forever and a day.
But I have my excuse hence the journal title.
Ive been working on my novel length, hopeful for publication book, (No folks, not vampira, terribly sorry =) But my Draigen, sorta unnamed book.
And I would highly appreciate if you have liked, anything! I've made or just like to be a myspace whore.
To add its myspace
www.myspace.com/onceadraigenalwaysadraige
Please and thank you =]
I know I know, this is DeviantART not DeviantSPACE
but Im trying to promote a book>literature>art and Im not allowing peoeple to read more than bits and pieces because Im afraid of critiscm, therefore I cannot
Inspiration?
Happiness?
Love...
A bit of all three. XD Im such a sap now, I guess I should share it finnaly to my DA lovers. Saturday marks two months of pure happiness. With meh beloved Andrew. =D
So my let go poems = His fault. XD I haven't been this happy in a while, but it seems like sometimes people are trying to take it away.
But they cant take him away.
Everything has been wonderful.
Haha. I've got nothing to say without sounding like the puppy love, little girl with wings, love letter chick flick mood. So. I'm going to rant. Woot. =D
But no. I dont want to, I want to go enjoy life.
Suicide is bad.
Love is cure.
I've heard that if you have a nightmare, and you tell the story to five different people.
The nightmare will go away, and stop haunting you.
But what if its a living nightmare?
What if its something that really happened, and keeps happening?
I've told his story.
I've written it down in so many different forms.
I've created him to be much more than a dream,
A living nightmare.
But he wont go away.
The devilish boy that steals away the heart and causes the death of my main character in Vampira.
The blue-eyed orphan, seems so inncoent until memories reveal his true self, in Once a Draigen Always a Draigen.
I just dont understand.
If
AAAAHHHHHHHH
KELSEY!!!!!!
what happened?!?!?! NO ONE HAS REALLY BEEN ON AND NEITHER HAVE I!!!!!!!
andrew? yay! I'ma happy for you!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!1
WHHHHHHHEEEEEEE